Tegh - Emergent Errors (2020)

"Two years ago I started researching some certain situations where an individual is utterly confused and unsure as in whether they're dead or alive. Throughout the process of following the subject, I came upon the name of a mental illness, “Cotard Delusion”. It is a rare condition marked by the false belief that you or your body parts are dead, dying, or don't exist. I read some case studies which also included interviews with the patients and through the sounds I felt/heard while listening/reading, I composed five tracks based on the different stages and states of those patients and their symptoms; I tried to translate my perception of those feelings and acrimonies into sounds and compositions. The track names are based on the first few dialogues between the patients and their doctors, as recorded in those interviews. As I didn't wish to restrict myself only to those stories and the specific path they followed during the production process, I decided to add my own fiction to the stories and made them more dramatic/surreal for myself, to the point where in a few parts of these tracks they turned out to include very personal stories of myself".